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Beatrice (and so on) ([personal profile] boxupallthebutterflies) wrote2012-01-19 09:29 pm
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Memory 35 - Significant Neutral

STOP PROCRASTINATING ON MEMORY WRITEUPS!!1 no never. this memory is even more abstract than usual ones are so I won't bother to mess with it too much

THE MEMORY:

BATTLER: Well, you know, I'm not really a big fan of the family oriented type of girl. You see how crude I am, right? ...I just can't handle acting politely in front of girls, ladies first and all that stuff. ...So, if I had to say what type I liked... Well, I'd probably like a Jessica-ish girl. If I'm crude, why shouldn't she be too? ...It'd probably be just perfect to have a rough, relaxed relationship, where we could mess around without worrying about gender and talk dirty with no worries...! So if I ever get a girlfriend... I'd like someone who I could joke around with all the time...! Huh? What would she look like? I'm not too picky about that. Well, if she did happen to be a glamorous woman, blonde and bouncy with blue eyes like in Western films, ihhihihihihihi, that'd be awesome. I'd love to rub those boobs. Wahahahahahaha...!

――Beatrice.

Listen.

I am giving you my love for Ushiromiya Battler.
You must become the kind of woman Battler likes.

Take the golden hair he likes.
Take the blue eyes he likes.
Take this personality that matches his.

And then... you must love him in my place.
And then, if possible, you must be loved by him.

I... can no longer love him.

Please, take my feelings that went unfulfilled... my feelings that I couldn't hold back... and make my wish come true.

From this day forward, you are no longer the Rokkenjima ghost that lives only to play pranks.

From this day forward, you will become the master of this island and wait for the day that he comes to fulfill his promise.

From this day forward, you will do this in my place.
So, from this day forward, you will no longer be me.

Please forgive me for pushing all of my worries onto you... while I alone try to find happiness.

From this day forward, you have the right to hate everything.
From this day forward, you are the Golden Witch, Beatrice.

And, one day...

You will destroy everything, revive everything.
...You will bring blessings to all lovers.

When that happens...

...I pray that you and I... will both succeed in finding happiness.

From this day forward, you will no longer be me.
From this day forward, I will no longer be you.
The two of us will split apart a single soul and share it.
And though, of course, neither of us will possess a complete soul...
I'm sure our dreams will be more numerous than those of humans.

Let us be blessed...

My dear... Beatrice...

No one will be able to see your form.
However, I alone can see you.
And if you are loved by many people...
I'm sure that everyone will be able to see you someday.
With love, they will be able to see us...


SUMMARY:
lololol reinforcing all of the "BUT BATTLER!!!" feelings she was already feeling

This is more of a concrete confirmation of something she already knew, but the guilt of half-ditching her promise to herself will punch her in the gut some.

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